That is a question I continually ask myself everyday. 

With that comes my story. On Wednesday night, we were having a session where we invited the Holy Spirit into the room, we did some worship, and intercession. I felt the Holy Spirit telling me to go ask my teammate for some healing. I wanted to get healed from a crooked tooth I have that I always have been insecure about what people thought of me. I feel led to go to him because a couple weeks ago, he had his leg grow 1 inch. So I went to him and he prayed for me. Nothing happened. I went and sat down again feeling confused and alone, like God and Holy Spirit abandoned me. In my mind, I felt like I was going to get healed, but I didn’t want to look stupid, so I told God he needs to send someone to me. I was just sitting there and the session was coming to a close, and the leader asked if anyone felt disappointed. I reluctantly raised my hand. A couple of my teammates came over to me and asked what was wrong, I told them I feel God telling me I was going to get healed. So they prayed for me again.  Still nothing. Then, one of them asked me if I thought I needed healing for my tooth or if God wanted to heal me in my heart.  Then, I realized I’m a child of God and in his eyes I’m beautifully and wonderfully made.

What do you do when it feels like God and Holy Spirit abandons you??
Or when someone tries to tear you down, are you going to believe what they say about how you look, or are you going to look to God and believe that your a child of God

““ ‘Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security.”

??Jeremiah? ?33:6? ?

My challenge for everyone is to check your heart. When he says healing, it doesn’t always have to be in a physical way.  The healing begins in your heart.