Why does it feel like lately, I don’t know how to pray. Since coming off of the race, it seems like my ability to hear, and being in  tune with the Holy Spirit is going down. Even when I wake up early to spend time with the Lord, it doesn’t seem fruitful.( most mornings) Which makes it super hard, because not being in tune with the Spirit, makes it hard to focus on the season God has for me, right now. To speak, and Spread his love to everyone around me.

With knowing I’m going back this fall as a team leader, for World Race. (Gap I:)It’s really hard to be present where I’m at right now, because I know what can happen in the World Race community.

So all of that to say, I would love if you would partner with me in pray. That I could just lean on The Father, and rest in his care for me. And if there’s anything inside of my, that is keeping me, from the voice of the Lord. That it would be gone in Jesus’s name.

Also I need to 2000 thousand dollars, to be able to be a team leader this fall. So if you feel lead to give in that way, I would definitely appreciate that. 

Some ways you can donate;

My Instagram, has a link to my blog. Where you can donate.

Venmo, @ Jason-Esh or

Cash app, $jasonesh1

Thanks for the support:)