Well it started,a new season once again.
And i can say that I’m really looking forward to it. Because after only 4 days with the racers,(also 11 days of days training for the leaders.) i can already see the fruit that the Lord is doing in my heart.
Being fully honest, i came into training with a lot of broken things inside of me. I can with the same feeling, of but being loved,but being worthy for the opportunity to be here, and definitely feeling like i had no idea how to lead.
To give some stories, and how the Lord is working in my life now.
So this summer was actually really hard for me. I came off of the race and was expecting the Lord to show up in all the same ways he did when i was in Guatemala. But when in Guatemala, i was around a lot of people going after the same thing in life.(THE KINGDOM OF GOD). But as soon as a was at home, it felt like i fell right back to the old me. Where i would want to hang out this friends,family, or outside side of that, i would put my mind on things to do, like work or preparing for this season. So in that, i quickly started to make excuses for where my time was going. And ill have to admit, that it was not going into reading the Word, or spending intentionally time with the Lord. So for that i felt like the Lord was moving away from him,when actually i was moving away from the Father.
So with that, he has being me a lot of redeeming my heart posture back to him. And it takes time for a seed to grow. Where i want to plant a seed one day, and the next i can see the fruits. But that’s not how it works, seeds take time to grow.;
For example, a mustered seed takes 10 days to emerge from the ground. Then it takes an other longer for it to bud, and the life of it goes up to 80 days.
Just the same in the kingdom of God, you will reap what you sow, and if you let it grow it will blossom. Good or bad. If it is bad and you let it grow, then you will need to dig to take it out. And every time you dig it hurts something.
This example is in, Luke 8:4-21. GO READ IT.
P.s.
Thank you for all of your support.
Great to hear how you’re letting the process work! I spent time intercedjng for you and your journey of there. Focus on your heart and keeping that guarded. I know you will do well with your next assignment. Don’t hesitate to reach out. I’ll listen anytime. Keep up the good work!
Love you and miss you!
We are thankful you said “Yes” and that we can come along side you on this journey.
proud of you friend. you’re doing BIG things alongside the Lord.
So excited for you and your “yes” to what the Lord is doing, buddy!
Jesus can redeem and restore ALL things 🙂 I’m glad you’re here, Jason!